Why can't I make a post?! It's been a week now since i last made a post. A week of mental vaccum. Seems like a black hole has been building up inside my head sucking every bit of my brain cells to nothingness. Every single day, I open my blog and try to make an entry but I really cant. I cannot start a single word; not even a single letter. I just stare at my monitor waiting for the time my fingers start pressing keys and make something. But that time never came.
Maybe because i just dont have the drive yet. You know, that x factor that made great artists write timeless stories, heart melting poems, all-time bestsellers, and the like.
or Maybe because I just feel sleepy whenever I start making a post. They say making something requires focus and concentration. Yah, maybe that's the reason. I just lack the focus because i feel sleepy.
or Maybe because of the pressure work is giving me. Answering hundred emails a day will certainly drain your thoughts.
or Maybe because I'm just fooling myself writing this piece, thinking of a thousand reasons to avoid the painful truth. I just dont have her and that encompasses every reason.
Maybe because i just dont have the drive yet. You know, that x factor that made great artists write timeless stories, heart melting poems, all-time bestsellers, and the like.
or Maybe because I just feel sleepy whenever I start making a post. They say making something requires focus and concentration. Yah, maybe that's the reason. I just lack the focus because i feel sleepy.
or Maybe because of the pressure work is giving me. Answering hundred emails a day will certainly drain your thoughts.
or Maybe because I'm just fooling myself writing this piece, thinking of a thousand reasons to avoid the painful truth. I just dont have her and that encompasses every reason.
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