Malawang Magawang Naiisip

Di ko alam kung bakit ako nagpost. siguro dahil wala akong magawa. siguro dahil alam kong ang dami ko pang dapat gawin pero wala akong ganang gawin. di naman marami, actually isa lang. Magpprocess lang naman ako ng emails. Yun lang diba, madali lang kung tutuusin! Hindi! Alam ko yun at alam nating lahat! Mahirap pala eh e bakit nandit pa ako sa trabahong ito! hindi ko alam. kelangan bang may sagot sa lahat ng tanong? kelangan bang may rason sa lahat ng bagay? hnd naman diba.
Ilan na ba ang naprocess nyo? Nakakahiya mang sabihin, lintik na 58 emails pa lang ang naprocess ko! wala talaga akong gana ngayon! dapat nga di ako papasok. dapat magcacall in ako pero naisip ko na baka pagalitan na ako ni miss lyn dahil sa dami ng call in ko! Kaya pinilit ko ang sarili kong lumayo sa aking telepono at huwag tawagan ang workforce. Dinaan ko na lang sa tulog.
Kriiiiiiiiiing! tunog ng alarm kong basag basag na sa khuhulog! madalas kasing nahuhulog ko ito sa twing ginigising niya ako! pano naman kasi, nakakatamad at nakakainis.
Akala ko pagkagising ko, mawawala na ang katmaran kong pumasok. Hindi pala, lalo pang tumindi ito! Akalain mong naisip ko pang mag NCNS na lang. "magreresign ka na rin naman soon!" patawang sabi ng maliit na demonyo sa kaliwang balikat ko. Hinintay kong lumabas ang anghel sa kabilang balikat! ang napapanuod ko kasi sa mga cartoons eh ganun ang laging nangyayari... hintay hintay hintay... walang lumabas! naghintay ako sa anghel kong hindi dumating! napaisip tuloy ako kung sobrang sama ko na ba! syempre wala naman talagang lalabas diba, sabi nga ng com prof ko, figure of speech lang ang mga ito! pawang mga kaartehan lang sa mundo ng pagsusulat!
Kaya nung pumasok ako sa 29th floor at naglogin sa guard, laking gulat ko na lang kung bakit ako nandito! Ang dami dami kong rason para hindi pumasok. ang dali daling magabsent na lang. Ni isang rason para pumasok, wala akong mahanap. Pero uulitin ko, kailangan bang may rason sa lahat ng bagay! kung ang girlfriend ko ang tatanungin ko, sasabihin nun lahat ng bagay may rason! maaring di mo lang nakikita sa ngayon! "Only god knows how", sabing nga ni KidROCK! pero diba meron ding sikat na kanta ngayon na ang title ay "waiting in vain!" Sige na nga, hintay tayo ng rason! bka may dumating. sana di tulad ng anghel na di dumating kanina! "I dont wanna wait in vain!"
"Meron akong food na dala, gusto mo?" alok ni erika sabay kuha ng pagkain sa bag niya! Icing biscuits pala ang mga ito! hindi ko alam ang pangalan pero yun lang ang tawag ko sa kanila. Eto yung maliliit na biscuits na kinakain natin nung tayo ay bata pa habang tumutulo ang sipon! kung tama ang memorya ko na madalas ay hindi, huli kong nakain ito nung nasa elementarya pa lang ako kaya laking tuwa ko na lang ng inalok ako ni erika.
Process ulit ng emails... "Ano ang ibig sabihin ng pope?" biglang tanong ni chito! syempre kami, di na nabigla kasi ganun naman talaga si chito, bigla na lang hihirit out of nowhere... esep esep... as usual, walang nakasagot sa tanong ni chito! "kung nagsimba kayo kahapon ay alam niyo ang sagot"! Aba, nagsermon pa si tatang (quoted from reich)! "Ang pope ay galing sa word na pontifess na ang ibig sabihin ay bridge!" "Whatever!, hirit ni erika"!
Process ulit ng emails... Dumating ang isang IM, "Pre lika dito". ALam k na na si dan ang nagsend dahil sya lang naman ang tumatawag sa aking sa office ng pre! Ako naman, curious kung ano ang ipapakita ni pareng dan! Ahhhh, porn ito malamang! Mali, special video pala ng metallica symphony concert! Opo, ang metallica ay may symphony concert! Natuwa naman ako dahil kung meron mang banda sa mundong ito na hindi mabubura sa isipan ko, ito ay ang Metallica Gods! "Kung gusto mo pre iburn kita" bait tlga ni pareng dan!
Lunch Tym na... Tuwing lunch pagkatapos kumain ay internet time na ito para sa amin! at madalas ang internet time ay blog time! Binuksan ko ang blog ko at nakita kong meron na namang taong nsayang ang oras kacocoment sa mga post ko. "Maganda", ang comment ni Pong. Siguro naman, lahat tayo ay natutuwa tuwing may nagcocoment sa post natin kahit gaano lang to kaikli! Kaya mas naiinspire tayong magblog. hindi kaya yun ang dahilan kung bakit ang haba ng post na ito!
Habang ginagawa ko po ito ay kasalukuyang kumakanta si Pau. SImula na ng concert... Minsan si pau ang kumakanta, minsan naman si mae, minsan si anne, minsan si dan, minsan ako, lahat naman siguro tayo ay may star in a million moment sa opisina! pero pansin ko lately, si lalaine ang sumisikat... siympre twuing may concert, natutuwa ang lahat pati ako! "dO I need a reason" ang madalas na naririnig kong kinakanta ni pau.
Speaking of which, balikan natin ang tanong ko kanina. Kelangan nga bang may rason ang lahat ng bagay? Ano nga ba ang rason kung bakit ako nandito at ginagawa ang post na ito? "UUUUUY, bloging time!" sabi ni mae. "syempre, sabi ko naman"
Ano nga ba ang rason? Kadadaan lang ni pau at syempre msaya na naman siya kaya tawa na naman kami ni erika!
Ano nga ba ang rason? "hala, ano yan! internet" pabirong sabi ni angel!
Ano nga ba ang rason? "Dapat maiyak ako sa post na yan ah" sabi ni reich...
Ano nga ba ang rason? "Guys, pwede mag OT sa saturday" sabi mi mama lynn.
Ano nga ba ang rason? Nakita ko na naman ang bagong hena tatoo ni moe.
Ano nga ba ang rason? nabibilyards na naman si benn. Ano nga ba ang rason? Seryoso na naman si bonn.
Ano nga ba?
Hindi kaya, ang mga ito..

Akala ko Sponge Cola ang kumanta! Aba'y hindi pala!

Ako'y malungkot na naman
Amoy chico na ako
Ilang tagay na, hindi pa rin tulog
Tanong ko lang sa langit
Kung bakit pumangit

Ang dating masaya
Ngayo'y panay problema
Bumabalot sa mundo
Bakit ganito...

Ang pag-ibig, ganyan talaga'
Pag bago pa ang pag-ibig
Ganyan talaga, masaya

Pagkagising ko
Nakita ko si Juan
Na siyang adik sa aming lugar
Parang droga daw ang bisa
Na ginamit nya kanina
Sa una lang daw masarap

Ang pag-ibig, ganyan talaga
Ako'y nilamon ng pag-ibig
Ganyan talaga, masaya

Dark Light

Atlast! I did it! For several days now, ive been looking for a design that would not tile when i set it as my blog's background page! Thats thousands of hours lost, millions of seconds gone and most importantly several brain cells tortured! But dont worry little badz's, your death did not go to waste. Thanks to Metallica!

They saved this poor lost blogger soul, heeded my prayers when all faith is gone! The dark gods of heavy metal music once again showed me light. I was randomly inputing nonsense keywords in the yahoo search field when a familiar sound caught my ears. "Hush little baby and dont say a word, and never mind that noise you heard..." All my brains processing power shifted to my ears. "its just a beast under your bed, in your coffin and in your head..." Then my feet unconsciously started thumping to the beat as if it had a life of its own... "exit light..... enter night.... take my hand". Then my mouth sang with kirk. "We're off to never never land! yeah!"

Thats when it hit me. Ofcourse, how can i forget! Why did I not search for metallica? i typed metallica in the search field then pressed enter. Let there be light! All the matches shined but this design shined the brightest!

With little blog tweaking here and there and now you're here wasting your time reading this without noticing the 4 M's in the background placed side by side each other! Another one of dan browns mystical symbols? Notttttt! Thats just metallica making their precense!

OTTTTeeeing

Today is saturday, my restday. Im supposed to be at home lying at my favorite sofa while watching an NBA game. Instead, Im here at the office making this post. But i did not come here for that! Hindi pa naman ako ganun kaaddict sa blog! Di tulad nina... hmmmmm, you know who you are..

Bakit nga ba ako nandito? uhhhhmmm, let me think first. ah alam ko na, Dahil ngayon ay Araw ng kagitingan! Ano naman ngayon kung araw ng kagitingan?! What does that have to do with punishing yourself by waking at 6 am in the morning on your restday and on a holiday! To show you are magiting?! Holiday means no work and no class right?!

Not in our case, call centers do not honor philippine holidays! Poor us? No, not really! See, the thing with working on a holiday is you get to be paid more that your usual rates. In my case, SInce im suppose to be elsewhere doing something else but instead im here at the office working my ass off, im supposed to be paid 300% my usual rate. Got that info from my friends who were also the ones who convinced me to do this. You better be right on that info guys!!! Yes, im here at the office doing OT work. Instead of being at starbucks with my friends, having a nice relaxing conversation, im here at the office torturing myself by answering hundreds of emails.

But its not that bad. Yes, I wasnt able to sleep 2 times longer but atleast i get to be paid 3 times bigger! Its all about the money!

Oooops, back to work!

Ang gulo KO!

Most people would say they are the same
When you feel love, you feel happiness
You feel Happy, then you feel love.
Both are played in the same game

It might be true, from the same land they start.
The two came from your heart
But as they move, past the road they call life
They lead to a different hive

Love becomes your life and life becomes your love
while happines remains just a part of life.
If happiness is just what you feel, then make it not your life.
Life can manage without happiness. Not without love.

But love is something elusive, always covered in mystery
It masks itself shyly; hiding behind happiness.
It shows itself in unexpected moments; sometimes when you wake
Then life becomes love and love becomes life.

Like life, love also dies and fades to happiness
it brings with it tears and sorrow
but like life, it also gets resurrected back
and when it comes back, love becomes lovelier

But until then;
Life can manage without happiness.

Who will be the next Michael Jordan? Most of you would probably mention KIng James. Still 2 years out of high school and is already one of the most dominating players in the NBA. Yes, the king has the athleticism, the attitude, the energy, the talent and almost every aspect of mike's character as a player but there is something that mike has which I cannot see in Lebron James and this something is best depicted in the picture above.

Mike has always been an aggressive player, always attacking the basket and finishing with nasty mean dunks. But thats not the thing that sets him aside from all the other great players. Thats not the thing that made him the greatest. What made him special is the fact that he can do a nasty dunk in your face with grace and finnese! His dunks are done in a smooth yet nasty and rugged fashion! When he takes off for a dunk, its like everything around him is moving a little bit slower and then when he nears the basket and about to slam the ball, time fast forwards!

Lebron lacks the finnese that mike has perfected. I cannot see that in the King! But I can see it in someone else. Someone who has always stayed away from the limelight quietly doing spectactular things; Until recently...! Im talking about none other than the Flash Dwyane Wade. Dwyane is the most complete player in the league today. He can make plays. He can pass the ball. He can shoot that sweet fade away jump shot. He can beat you with that ankle breaking crossover move and he can slam the ball in your Face! Dwyane is not only doing it in the offensive end but also on both sides of the court. He can rebound the ball, steal it; the Man can Defend!

You might be saying "Whats the big deal, Lebron can also do all of those?!" Yes he can but Dwyane can do it with Finnesse while Lebron cannot!

Many people say that the only reason why the Flash is runnin and gunnin right now is he has the DIESEL supporting his back. Yes, shaq has been the primary reason for the Heat's turnaround but I beleive with or without shaq, Dwyane can still play like how he is playing right now. With or without shaq on the court, Dwyane can still score, pass, defend, etc. The only question is can he win a chmpionship without Shaq? Probably, he can't but no one can win a championship alone. Even Mike needed scottie and the gang.