Last night, we went to the UP fair. Didnt go well, we havent been an hour there yet when she started complaining about her headache. We decided to go home. We went home at around 10:30.
While we were walking towards her dorm, she apologized for spoiling the night. Then, I told her no problemo, it was ok. Then I gave her the "it's ok" look.
It was a stone cold lie. Something I didnt want to do. It wasnt ok. THe moment she started complaining about her headache, i knew that the night would not go as planned.
It was not ok, I was in fact very dissapointed.
But I understand her. I maybe pissed of. But I was pissed of at the situation; not at her. Never at her. What can I do, her health is much much more important to me than the UP fair. Id rather sacrifice a night of fun for her rest that she very much needed. It was a stone cold lie. something bad. But something necessary as well. I dont want to make her feel guilty. I dont want to add more pain.
COuld have come back actually. Pinsan rauf and a lot of brods are waiting for me. could have but chose not to. Went there thinking that I would enjoy the night only with her. and with her not around, the night lost its purpose. So whats the pont?
Went straight home, took a bath and slept.
While we were walking towards her dorm, she apologized for spoiling the night. Then, I told her no problemo, it was ok. Then I gave her the "it's ok" look.
It was a stone cold lie. Something I didnt want to do. It wasnt ok. THe moment she started complaining about her headache, i knew that the night would not go as planned.
It was not ok, I was in fact very dissapointed.
But I understand her. I maybe pissed of. But I was pissed of at the situation; not at her. Never at her. What can I do, her health is much much more important to me than the UP fair. Id rather sacrifice a night of fun for her rest that she very much needed. It was a stone cold lie. something bad. But something necessary as well. I dont want to make her feel guilty. I dont want to add more pain.
COuld have come back actually. Pinsan rauf and a lot of brods are waiting for me. could have but chose not to. Went there thinking that I would enjoy the night only with her. and with her not around, the night lost its purpose. So whats the pont?
Went straight home, took a bath and slept.
All is fair in UP fair...
Yah Right!!!
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